is Friday, is so week and now what? Who will speak to go to chela? , take a little of chaos, de-stress, good as being close of Zone Rosa, first that occurred me was go by antreras magazines that give, to check that 's New after of the way, what places new be opened or reopened ?, finally went to get a tip for know what do.
Then going roundabout by the insurgents , distance see that was a sign that said "AHF IMMUNITY GLOBAL " and also carried the logo of" census "had many people formed others were listening a conversation, I went asking what was happening and it is that were giving a talk on why be the test of detection of HIV, the window period, blablabla. When were reached almost ending the conversation then advisers began handing a leaves containing a questionnaire and also was the request for be voluntary and free of charge rapid test for detection of antibodies of HIV.
time I did that was the concern of me again test first that I before asking of my application was to look around me to check if had some acquaintance, but saw no to anyone, then said it is now or never, so I asked my sheet began to fill questionnaire and while I count of my experiences last furtive know ask you how long ago you had your last hazard ratio, with whom? , exact date, how was it?, Etc. 
After to give my questionnaire, I gave a piece of paper with a number , I the # "220", with that piece of paper I to form the row to wait for my Time and me the proof quick of blood, so me being formed and in the row fear and the uncertainty me started to invade, was then when a friend that also passed around is came to see if there was someone known he already had time to see row, but also fear hesitation did and already seeing good there not had to yet another fenced and given that the value of participating in this campaign.
His face felt the fear, Haha, I very insurance you said yourself the test nothing happens, it is better know time as this your health and if something is wrong as best know in time, aha, that not only said it to him, but me said it myself, but now yes my machismo not let me show you this friend panic he felt I was too feeling.
Total decided to accompany me, take the small talk and while, I a place apart to not expecting much and fast do you the test, but fear now was accompanied of grief, wondered what would happen if my result is positive?, How would my friend, Gosh I best I have made test alone, without anyone I saw and now what?, well was already there, so started to invoke a saint as remembered for I did the miracle, then time began to spend much more fast and suddenly and were two front of the row just for finger prick.
had three very nice people that took the blood samples and injected the the reactive substance , Mrs. that I realize the review was very thorough, was very well trained , me wonder if he was nervous and he said not, told him everything was well which I had made the test time before, enfin, inside I was that undid me nerves, but as was done, now just missing wait 10 minutes to end to its effect sample and know the result.
Those 10 minutes for me it did a hour also good for my friend and as I looked quiet asked if I felt no nerves or fear the result, so to reassure you told the truth: Yes, I too I have fear, the I wonder why?, you answer that by that final accounts, one knows what he has done and sometimes emotion wins to reason and not I do not take care of before or was tingo the tango, just that sometimes that when you think and found that the love of your life, because like you take away the key the door, but after comes remorse, guilt and good what's done is done and now we have to assume responsibility with the consequence of our actions.
passed 10 minutes of rigor and did a little more time so returned to the scene by our result, skin I inChina and when of the truth came, was then the director starts saying his litany:
Blablabla ... .. "As know this test has two results (+) Reagent or (-) Nonreactive and in this case your score is ....
In this time seems to whole world is frozen, someone low all the volume the murmur of the city, do not listen nothing or moves nothing more than the mouth of counselor giving your results of a sudden ... says the final word
Nonreactive "
So the brain begins to processing the response and moments after Zoommas! all is thawed, the people start to move up volume and returns to hear the usual hustle ( the people, cars , the subway, etc.) uff! Step storm, truth and not put him much attention to other that said the adviser, between this invite you to continue taking care of yourself , enfin was happy, but now you played my friend, only that him if it became more heart because its result took a little longer and good fortunately the outcome was also favorable.
After listening of its outcome the first that I was give a hug and congratulate , not only out well, but because in good and the bad must demonstrate that we are not alone and that always will shoulder in whom refuge and relief, we finally took the photo of remembrance and to celebrate we went to Chela this encounter with life.
Today is like starting from zero and fate gives me another chance continue playing in the roulette of life, except this time all be very different, it is very difficult to be on the other side and do not want pass same anguish, the minutes of pleasure had become months of anguish and is true what you said a TV commercial " with no condom feels the same "
"if the emotion wins the reason you do not miss the protection"
And you, you already did you the test?
... José Zitle
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