Saturday, July 12, 2008

How Do You Attach Vinyl Beadboard



Harley Davidson Bluprints

Fiver

is Friday, is so week and now what? Who will speak to go to chela? , take a little of chaos, de-stress, good as being close of Zone Rosa, first that occurred me was go by antreras magazines that give, to check that 's New after of the way, what places new be opened or reopened ?, finally went to get a tip for know what do.

Then going roundabout by the insurgents , distance see that was a sign that said "AHF IMMUNITY GLOBAL " and also carried the logo of" census "had many people formed others were listening a conversation, I went asking what was happening and it is that were giving a talk on why be the test of detection of HIV, the window period, blablabla. When were reached almost ending the conversation then advisers began handing a leaves containing a questionnaire and also was the request for be voluntary and free of charge rapid test for detection of antibodies of HIV.

time I did that was the concern of me again test first that I before asking of my application was to look around me to check if had some acquaintance, but saw no to anyone, then said it is now or never, so I asked my sheet began to fill questionnaire and while I count of my experiences last furtive know ask you how long ago you had your last hazard ratio, with whom? , exact date, how was it?, Etc.

After to give my questionnaire, I gave a piece of paper with a number , I the # "220", with that piece of paper I to form the row to wait for my Time and me the proof quick of blood, so me being formed and in the row fear and the uncertainty me started to invade, was then when a friend that also passed around is came to see if there was someone known he already had time to see row, but also fear hesitation did and already seeing good there not had to yet another fenced and given that the value of participating in this campaign.

His face felt the fear, Haha, I very insurance you said yourself the test nothing happens, it is better know time as this your health and if something is wrong as best know in time, aha, that not only said it to him, but me said it myself, but now yes my machismo not let me show you this friend panic he felt I was too feeling.

Total decided to accompany me, take the small talk and while, I a place apart to not expecting much and fast do you the test, but fear now was accompanied of grief, wondered what would happen if my result is positive?, How would my friend, Gosh I best I have made test alone, without anyone I saw and now what?, well was already there, so started to invoke a saint as remembered for I did the miracle, then time began to spend much more fast and suddenly and were two front of the row just for finger prick.

had three very nice people that took the blood samples and injected the the reactive substance , Mrs. that I realize the review was very thorough, was very well trained , me wonder if he was nervous and he said not, told him everything was well which I had made the test time before, enfin, inside I was that undid me nerves, but as was done, now just missing wait 10 minutes to end to its effect sample and know the result.

Those 10 minutes for me it did a hour also good for my friend and as I looked quiet asked if I felt no nerves or fear the result, so to reassure you told the truth: Yes, I too I have fear, the I wonder why?, you answer that by that final accounts, one knows what he has done and sometimes emotion wins to reason and not I do not take care of before or was tingo the tango, just that sometimes that when you think and found that the love of your life, because like you take away the key the door, but after comes remorse, guilt and good what's done is done and now we have to assume responsibility with the consequence of our actions.

passed 10 minutes of rigor and did a little more time so returned to the scene by our result, skin I inChina and when of the truth came, was then the director starts saying his litany:

Blablabla ... .. "As know this test has two results (+) Reagent or (-) Nonreactive and in this case your score is ....

In this time seems to whole world is frozen, someone low all the volume the murmur of the city, do not listen nothing or moves nothing more than the mouth of counselor giving your results of a sudden ... says the final word

Nonreactive "

So the brain begins to processing the response and moments after Zoommas! all is thawed, the people start to move up volume and returns to hear the usual hustle ( the people, cars , the subway, etc.) uff! Step storm, truth and not put him much attention to other that said the adviser, between this invite you to continue taking care of yourself , enfin was happy, but now you played my friend, only that him if it became more heart because its result took a little longer and good fortunately the outcome was also favorable.

After listening of its outcome the first that I was give a hug and congratulate , not only out well, but because in good and the bad must demonstrate that we are not alone and that always will shoulder in whom refuge and relief, we finally took the photo of remembrance and to celebrate we went to Chela this encounter with life.

Today is like starting from zero and fate gives me another chance continue playing in the roulette of life, except this time all be very different, it is very difficult to be on the other side and do not want pass same anguish, the minutes of pleasure had become months of anguish and is true what you said a TV commercial " with no condom feels the same "





"if the emotion wins the reason you do not miss the protection"

And you, you already did you the test?

... José Zitle

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Barbara Weber Artists

Another Chance Company

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Egyptian Wolf (canis Lupus Lupaster)

Letter to a Hostage The great March 2008

Everywhere and times the world have been held hostage absolutist fascist way we live, causing human being alive without conscience or belonging to the fraternity we links with others. Today

days, in the fight by reach the freedom of expression and right to obtain a own identity, we reflected on how we recognize one in from other of our experiences, giving us account that beyond of our differences and social ideals gradually us we becoming in pilgrims and fellow trip walk to a inescapable truth

"We, one to the other, pilgrims along the roads penamos different bound for the same date "

This week I want to share, this little book written by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry , same operator of the story "The Prince " which tells us in C arta a hostage three experiences of friendship, marriage and respect of man by man despite their differences of

" If you disagree, menoscabarte away, you exalt, formulas have never been my or my adventures that informed you about what I am, but acceptance of who I made you necessarily lenient with those adventures and those formulas. I'm thankful that I receive as I am " .

Here we present a of this great work:


For us, educate us in worship respect for the man, seriously weigh the simple games that take place at times, wonderful holiday ...

But what is this strange relationship that is based on the future and not the past, in the end and not the source! We are, one to the other, pilgrims along different paths penamos bound for the same appointment.

For this reason, my friend, I have much need of your friendship. I have a thirst for a partner who respects me, beyond the disputes of reason, the pilgrim of that fire. Sometimes I have need to advance the heat like promised, and rest, beyond myself, in that quote that will be ours.

I'm so tired controversy, of exclusiveness, fanaticism! At home I can enter without a dress in a uniform, without submitting to the recitation of the Koran, without giving anything inside my home. Together with you I have no longer have to apologize, I have to defend myself, I have to prove anything. As in Tournus, I find peace. Beyond my clumsy words, beyond the arguments that can fool me, you consider me just as man, you honor me the ambassador of belief, custom, special love. If you disagree, far from menoscabarte, you extol. Asks me questions as to the traveler.

I, like everyone, experiment the need to be recognized, I feel pure in you and I to you. I have need to go where I am pure. Formulas have never been my or my adventures that I reported on what I am, but that acceptance of who I made you necessarily lenient with those adventures and those formulas. I'm thankful that I receive as I am. What do I do with a friend who judge me? If I receive a friend at my table, I beg you feel, if hobbled, do not ask you dance.

My friend, I have need of you as a summit where you can breathe. I have need of layering with you, some more on the banks of the Saone, on the table in a small inn disjointed planks, and there are two fishermen invite in whose company will provide the peace of a smile like the day.

If you do fight, fight you a little about you. I have to believe you need the best in the advent of that smile.

Greetings ... José Zitle